He reminds of who I used to be, and how I should be. How can I do anything else but love him?
How can I date someone my family does not approve of?
I guess what they won’t know won’t hurt them…
welp that just about killed me.
I wish I could tell him how I felt and how I feel now; and how much it hurts. His very name haunts me. I cannot go to our spots with feeling so overwhelmed that I cannot function. It’s like everything in my life is tarnished. But he is just like everyone else. Using me and never loving me.
