Having you share your experiences has been beneficial to me. I also suffer from an ED (bulimia) and I know I really need to recover. I feel so wasteful. I'm a 95 lb girl eating enough everyday that could feed 3 grown adults, then wasting it down the toilet. And heck, even at 95 lbs Im still not as skinny as the white girls my age who don't even have to try. I guess I just fail at everything.