people often ask me why i am so distant, and take so long to make friends, but then i want to have them see my flash back of meeting this white girl in my English class and we were slowly getting to know each other. We went to Walmart and she pointed at a Black baby and said “look at the cute n*glet”. I called her on her shit and she was so shocked, “what i said cute not ugly!”. I never hung out with her again but she was still on my facebook and she posted about how she will always call out racism no matter who it is..  I don’t put my label of “friend” on just anybody. They have to be idk an actual good person.