I completely understand your prejudice towards Christians and am terribly sorry to hear that you have met the worst of us. I know it won't change anything and it probably doesn't mean much, but the Catholic church does not actually condone any of the hateful practices that a lot of its believers do in recent times. I'm only saying this so you know it's not the religion itself, but the people who are jerks. I'm a Catholic myself and it makes me sad that some do that. Keep on being awesome! :)